The countdown ends today...

Hip Hip Hooray!

Excellent piece of news... today's my last day at work! yeah!
That's just why i got to drive to work, so i could pack up my barang and bring it home!
Excellent hair day... excellent mood... everything's good. =)

Here i am, happily doing nothing... hee.. brought a few magazines to kill time, oh man... never felt this way before! hee... a bit spastic, but who cares? haha.

lalalalala...

Am feeling much better today despite my nose that's still running and my cough that won't go away... hmm...

Looking forward to a new and better job to come my way! *praying hard*


*A whole new world*

Sick...again...

Sigh, what wrong with me man... i keep having this fever that wouldn't go away, and it's making me real ill...

Went for my interview yesterday, as much as i wanted to feel excited about it, i couldn't, why? cuz my head was spinning and i felt i could have jus fainted on the spot. The interviewer was a lady... which pretty much explains why she was so "high up there"... gave me the airs and was so intimidating, asked so many questions... a 45 min interview, think i'm gonna lose it. Oh well, nvm...

Am in the office this morning, jus had breakfast, medication... and now i feel like sleeping... I don't even know what i'm gonna be doing for the rest of the day. Like crap rite... shit...

I hope my pay comes in soon... i've never really felt so poor in my life before man... i need ta get alot of esccential stuff... like really need to loh...

Boon's on halfday today, but i don't really feel like going anywhere... maybe we could jus go home and watch vcd.. hmm..


*Steward service... down and out*

A day at @ the beach with Vonnie and lil'Bell...

That's lil'Bell... the oh so cute lil' sweetie pie...



And here's the princess and the steward... besties for life! It's always so nice to be spending time with her... love her company... oh, i mean, i just love her!

Boring...

Yawns... hmm, Monday's here to disturb me again... gee, get off my back! Though that fella is out of town, i hv this feeling that i'll be super busy packing up and handing over stuff.

Body's aching. Must have been too much volley yesterday... ouch!

Shall update again later... this is just what i'm feeling now...



*in boredom*

nice nice?

Think i'm getting into watches now... this, my next target... =)

Times i won't forget...

Sweet sweet redbull babes...

OMG! It's Friday! hee...

Thank goodness... Friday marks the end of the working week... phew... always look forward to this day *smilez*

So, Friday means....
Party time! Yes, the redbull gals and my darling vonnie's gonna be down at Black tonight! Oh i hope it'll be happening... jus as it always is... Kinda feeling less stress now but stress cuz i have nothing to do... hmmm, 8 to 6 ain't the most happening work hours k!

Gee, everything is going by so fast... will i even have time to realise the youth that i have now? Time and tide waits no man... I can't wait to get back to school!

Anyway, mah interview's been postponed... hmmm, i hope they still want me. =x

I'm still banging on the fact that princess and i will be taking a short trip before sch starts... eh, start saving k... we needa go shop shop shop!

And of course, i hope my pay rolls in soon... hmmm... money money money... the root to all evil, and it's what makes the world go round...


*Show me the money!*

Good news.. for me at least...

Hey hey hey!
Here's a piece of good news!
I'm going for my interview with Suntec Integrated Media tmr!
Yes, like finally i'm getting called up for something i'm really interested in...
Was really surprised they called... i guess cuz it was because i accidentally sent my resume to the Director! Gosh, is that bad? hee.
Well anyway, hope it goes well.

Went to watch "Alot like love" yesterday... it was a sweet story. I love happy endings. It's a nice show, catch it if you have time. Went back home cuz i was so pretty shagged out with the day's work... I'm praying this ends soon...

I'm so looking forward to going back to school... no doubt there'll be mountains of notes and books again, but i'd rather be buried in that than rot in what i'm doing now.

Was rather disturbed by some issues yesterday... thankfully i had my princessy to share it with. I'll strangle her if i could dear... but i can't. I'm only human.

Hope todays a better day. Was in at 8am... like what the... *hmm*


*I want to carry on smiling...*

Halfway thru the week...

Yesterday evening saw me at chomp chomp with darling sebby... nice nice satay beehoon... Then it was down to TCC @ our usual place to slack and jus do nothing... Was very sleepy but i enjoyed the night. Fell asleep at home while talking to him... gosh, feel so bad...

Today saw my boss waking up on the wrong side of bed (like wat's new), but no, this time it wasn't taken out on me... it was my poor designer... she always kenna from him, but i admire her patience.

It's not even past half the morning yet. He's out, and i hope it stays that way. Been sending out many resumes this few days... hope i find a good job soon.

I wonder what's on for this evenin.. hmm, as u can see, i'm eager to get off work already... =) I really am left with pretty much nothing to do, except for the stupid proj acct i'm incharge of. Oh ya, did i mention that i don't like the guy i'm dealing with? yeah.

I'm looking forward to lunch, and after lunch i'll be looking at the door... haha...

K, i'm getting a bit lame here. Let's hope princessy comes online soon so i can talk to her, bet she's busy on her side too... i miss you dear.


*I finally found a love of a lifetime*

Rain rain, go away...

Familiar tune ain't it?
Yeah, as what it describes... it's raining outside now. The perfect weather to be in bed, and like what the hell am i doing in this stupid office...?

Ya know, the rain reminds me of many many things... good memories, fun, sad ones... sigh, those were the days. I remember training hard in the rain, for the IVP last year, the endless strolls that i took with that someone, the storms that my friends and i braved... i miss those times...

Today is a sleepy day. Like duh, which day isn't? hmmm.
I want to go shopping... the only thing is that i'm like broke, again.

Went to watch PCK the musical yesterday... we supposedly got the "premium" seats... but ended up feeling so uncomfy cuz all the chairs were leveled... can u imagine the strain on poor lil annie's neck... arrgghh...

I'm feeling bored today. Will be sending out quite a few resumes to hunt down my next job. I hope it won't be too long before someone calls me up for an interview. I love interviews! so much fun in dressing up and trying to impress... but then again... what's there to impress? i'm only ann eh... *faints*

I hope this week passes fast, so maybe i can meet up with my princess soon... jus love her company... i miss all my friends so much!

Well, life's like that. I guess. Unpredictable, undeniable.

Finally Monday's good...and i wonder why...

Gee, the weekend was definitely a good one!
Friday saw me at Zouk with the princess! Yess.... high high game we played and loads we drank. hee.

Was at the beach on Sat with her too... lovely time. Who in the world plays otello and upwards in the hot sun? well, that was us... hee.. we went kayaking too... real great time spent together, wish it could happen more often... went to play pool after that. That bugis place is really nice, good tables and ambience and all... a pleasure to continue playing game after game.

Drove to church on yesterday. Saw Adrian... nice of him to come up to say hi, finally. Went down to the beach again after that. Met Daryl there... had a short stroll, good tan, played touch, and tanned more... hee... i really do love the beach!

The morning's been busy in the office... settling mandatory stuff and i'm like free for the day again... great, what am i gonna do now...

Am gonna watch PCK musical tonight... mummy thank you for the tickets!

Hmmm, think i'll give the princess a call later...see what she's up to... feeling bored already...!


*Don't let up*

down and out...

hmmm, yesterday saw me at the doctor's again...
sick... very sick...

had 2 days of mc but what the hell la... i'm back in the office today. I can't imagine what i heard from my boss... that stupid Dora of the parent company actually called me a "naughty girl"! like who the hell is she la! irritant bitch.

oh well, it's friday anyway... love fridays...don't ya?

Will be down at the beach with princess tomorrow... how nice... jus like old times...

I'm gonna watch Batman tonight! hee... heard it's much better than the previous ones... let's hope so ya!

Gotta fly now!


*smiley smilez*

The countdown begins...

It's Wednesday! I'm having a headache, but all is well.
I'm feeling happy again...

The countdown begins tmr till the end of the month, then i don't have to put up with all this nonsense ever again... (i hope)

I'm excited about my night out with the princess tmr! yes, i've been a good girl this week... going home after work... Feel kinda bad cuz i always end up sleeping after dinner, even though he's around... hmmm... sorry...

Da boss is out. yeah, tt's perhaps why i'm blogging.
I'm left with pretty much nothing to do already. How nice right? yes yes.

Had a long chat with the princess these two days... talking bout uni and stuff. I finally printed the application form and i'm happily filling it up! hee... 12 pages eh... diaoz...

It's great to know that we'll be back in school in no time! Semester starts in Sep... how exciting right?!

Princess, can we go for our holiday soon?

Alright, lunchtime's approaching... i'm feeling hungry. Yupz, tt's a good sign. Hee...



*My dream continues when i start to reach for it again...*

Inequality...

Yes, i'm happy that i have resigned. But guess what? the work load's piling up...
He's totally incorrigible... he'll tell you that you're no good in a "nice"way...
What's with him and his self obsession? Don't even know whether this stupid magazine is gonna succeed... one copy is like 16bucks! and he expects a market like Singapore to pay? dream on...

I've like got this project on hand that's gonna drag till July. Hopefully it finishes before that. I'm so bogged down by work. I'm falling sick again.

Made a date with the princess to meet up for a drink tmr, i'm looking forward to it...
Sigh... the working world is indeed very ugly.

Oh yes, i'm running out of cash again...like what's new right... hmmm... It's an expensive world to live in, or is it just me?

Vonnie's been having a lil tough time at work too... but i guess her boss is much nicer than mine. meany! I wish we were back in school together... i miss those times... i wanna study again, and we will ok princess!

Ya know, da boss was like in the whole of yesterday... you can't imagine the level of stress we were under. I didn't even rest the entire day! I'm beginning to doubt whatever i'm doing here. An enticing deal gone bad. *pout*

I hope the week passes soon... well, it's already Tuesday ain't it? and tmr will be wed...hee...
I hate to say this, but this company really sucks!

I can't imagine that all my previous entries have been about work work work... boring... time to add some colour back in my life!

Freedom! here i come!


*Freedom to the people!*

Monday's good afterall!

Ask me why?
Ask me why?

hee...

I resigned...

lalalalala...



*Life's all about taking risks*

Confusion...

Whoever invented the word confusion...all thanks to that felle, i'm in that state right now. =(
I think i just got threatened in the midst of all my pap talks with my toopid boss... thinks he's the greatest man in the world, crap. Is this how the corporate world works? cold and ugly... yucks.

I think i shall just make up some crappy excuse that i'm gonna study or something la... rather than he gives me some long lecture again... shit face.

Oh, if you guys don't know what i'm talking about... it's about quitting my job. yup, and that's final. *hmph*

Feels like i'm really not interested in this job anymore... like as if i ever was... *rolly eyes*
Don't know why my confidence always drops to zero whenever i talk to him... is he really that scary? No, he's jus a temperamental guy.

I really can't wait for the weekend to come. Feeling so cooped up here... so stiffling and head's aching... i hate this feeling.

Why do i have to feel this way everyday? I really hate it. Hate it.



*I'm not a perfect person*

Late entry!

Ok, the day really sucked today. I don't know how else to describe it. Poor lil' annie saw tears in her eyes again... and let's all guess why...?

Anyway, i realise that my entry for the weekends r always not update! hee.
I saw someone on Sunday... Adrian, to be more precise... managed to smile at him without throwing myself off key, haha... it was great seeing him again. But it was jus too bad that he's forever rushing off from church! well, from my mass timing at least... =( nontheless, i will get a chance to speak to him. yeap, i will.

Was at Sentosa on sat evening as well as on Sunday afternoon...madness i must say. But i just love the sun, the sea, and the sand... it just calms the nerves... ya know what i mean? Though i'm always there alone, i know that i'm enjoying myself cuz i'm part of the beautiful picture...

Was suppose to go for Daniel's b-day bbq and guess what? i totally forgot about it! oh man! sowee! Happy 21st Birthday dude!

Well, yes, i'm sitting in my office now... head's throbbing a lil... feeling sleepy and all...
I just want to go home... =(


*It was a really bad day*

I don't know what else to say...

I HATE MY JOB.

Today's a lil better...

Got to work super early this morning cuz it was my turn to puch card so cannot be late...

Did quite a lot of stuff in the morning and now i'm feeling very sleepy. It's almost 2pm now... 4 more hours to go... i hope i can last through...

My dear dear so suay sia... hotmail pw kenna reset, so was his friendster acct. That person is real mean man...

Was looking at this Swatch watch the other day, it's really nice loh...but the price is even nicer... hmmm.

Will be going for a movie later, it's complimentary from my boss... why? because he called me in for so many pap talks yesterday! wah...every monday lidat cannot la... anyway, boon and i r gonna watch Mr and Mrs Smith. Hope it'll be nice.

I'm still quite stuck with my work now... trying to do up my revenue thinggy. I hate numbers! even if it means money!


*Money makes the world go round... or does it?*

Why is Monday always blue...?

Sia la... kenna pap talk by my boss again... not as if i wanted it.
Was so sleepy this morning. Although i was at work on time, i still fell asleep cuz i had nothing to do... or rather, i didn't feel like doing anything.

Boon's back from bintan and today is somebody's birthday... will be going for dinner later, surprise surprise!

Sigh, i need to go for my manicure... my nails are chipping like nobody's business... and it's irritating.

The night at China Black was fun, as usual...manage to get xxxx drunk... hee...

ok, it's back to work now... boring...

Meeting a client soon and i'm like in jeans! hahaha...who cares right?


*sometimes ignorance is bliss*

I must thank God it's FRIDAY!

Finally... It's the end of a stressful week... *beams*
But then again, let's not speak too soon cuz half the day has not even passed yet...*sigh*

I'm beginning to wonder if my boss knows how to be a boss. Got it from him again this morning when i turned up late for work. Like what's his problem la? I live in Yishun...hello...? Well, to think that i bothered to take a cab to work, and get caught in a jam... my fault ah? And so the story goes on...yada yada... I am so losing respect for him now! Imagine... which boss would actually say this to you: "Don't let me catch you making this a habit..." sounds like my secondary school discipline master. I'm looking for a boss who's not like that! Any recommendations? *frowns*

Then it came about knowing what my responsibilties are:

1. I shouldn't use the phone AT ALL cuz he thinks i'm doing it for personal use
2. He calls, the line is engaged and it's my fault? Bloody hell...
3. Do what a professional PA is suppose to do... when i hv no relevant experience!
4. Can't get a higher pay cuz it's "Good learning opportunity"
5. Can't leave now cuz i'm bombarded with stupid things to do
6. Say ï don't know"and it's my fault too?
7. Expect myself to read his genius mind. He think i psychic or wat?
8. File all documents, like as if i took my diploma to do that.
9. Be brainwashed about contributing to the business cuz it'll benefit me. Like in what way sia?
10. Work late...when i have no work to do.
11. Chase him about deadlines and whenever i do, he just loses his temper!
12. Be nice and clear his mess!

Wah... i didn't even realise i was typing this... i was so wrong about this job. Somebody help me? please?

Fine fine... put all that aside... it's the weekend, i should be happy.

Will be joining Vert for dinner tonight at ChinaJump, wat's up with that man! But anyhow, am meeting the princess for a night of sheer party over at our usual ChinaBlack! Yeah! Like finally... Boon's not gonna be around for the weekend, so i guess i'll jus have ta keep myself occupied... shall i go for the beach party?

I really wish for July to come soon so i can leave this job and this freaking company... it's driving my nuts! Came in without anything set up...like what sia...

Okok, enough about work... I'm putting it aside and i hope he doesn't bug me.

Was at dinner with Hwee Peng last night. Spanish restaurant at Keong Siak St. Was nice, drank wine... but surprise surprise... i was sober after 3/4 bottle of alcohol in me! Got home at bout 12pm and Boon came over... Put me to sleep and went back...hmmm... how lovely.

Alrighty, gtg... as usual... hope the next time pens a better entry!

*Move bitch! Get out of the way!*

But it's ok... fine, i forgive him.

A better day ahead...

Good morning!

Gee... was late for work again this morning... Delta Hse is really too far from my place la, the thought of waking up so early in the morning jus turns me off...

Am feeling a lil better today.
Think i was a bit mad cuz i bought 3 pairs of footwear yesterday within 2 hrs of shopping with the princess! I can't believe myself man...madness... Vonnie bought 2 pairs of nice nice shoes too... i like the shimmer girl! *winks*

I hope today will be a bit more relaxed for me so i can start on my writing... Gonna be meeting Hwee Peng this evening for my belated b-day dinner! ha... hope it's a good one.

Miss my dear...hmmm...feelings, absurb sometimes.


*This little light of mine... i'm gonna let it shine*

one more for the day...

My boss is out.
I hope he doesn't return.
I dread to see his face cuz it turns me off.

My hearts crying.
It hurts.
But i don't know why.

I need to let it go.
Now.
But i can't.

Life is moving on.
I must too.


*Ignorance sometimes is bliss*

Dont know why...

It's been almost a month since i started working full-time now... work totally sucks and i'm gonna quit soon. I've never seen myself as a quitter, but i guess there's always limits to be challenged and always a first time to say ï quit!" Life's in a blur now, not very sure of what i want... it would be good if i could carrying on studying... i'll be aiming for that now...

Today i sent an e-mail to someone who use to be very special in my life, i don't know why i did, but it was a really long note...a story rather... a love story of 3 years that had gone wrong... it jus made me feel so sad.

I'm happy with what i am and what i have today, but somethings will never be the same no matter how hard you try to replicate it, it's jus different.

I'm struggling to get out of this stage that i'm in cuz it's really draining me, falling sick is no joke.

I miss my friends, the time we use to spend in and out of sch... haven been seeing much of them lately, but i hope the friendship still holds... I wanna carry on playing rugby, but where's the time? I get so tired at the end of the day, i jus look forward to a good rest and that my alarm clock would never ring...

I've got a temperamental boss who's driving me nuts, screamed at me the other day till my tears flowed... i know i'm sensitive, but sometimes these people just gotta learn to think before they say things.

I miss so many many things... i miss the time that was spent in Genting with xxxxx and my friends... i miss going to the beach, crapping out with them, and even spending endless moments doing nothing...

Why do these feelings suffice suddenly? Why...


*I'm gonna love you till the end, i'm gonna be, your very true friend... I'm gonna share your ups and downs, i'm gonna be around...*