Dont know why...
It's been almost a month since i started working full-time now... work totally sucks and i'm gonna quit soon. I've never seen myself as a quitter, but i guess there's always limits to be challenged and always a first time to say ï quit!" Life's in a blur now, not very sure of what i want... it would be good if i could carrying on studying... i'll be aiming for that now...
Today i sent an e-mail to someone who use to be very special in my life, i don't know why i did, but it was a really long note...a story rather... a love story of 3 years that had gone wrong... it jus made me feel so sad.
I'm happy with what i am and what i have today, but somethings will never be the same no matter how hard you try to replicate it, it's jus different.
I'm struggling to get out of this stage that i'm in cuz it's really draining me, falling sick is no joke.
I miss my friends, the time we use to spend in and out of sch... haven been seeing much of them lately, but i hope the friendship still holds... I wanna carry on playing rugby, but where's the time? I get so tired at the end of the day, i jus look forward to a good rest and that my alarm clock would never ring...
I've got a temperamental boss who's driving me nuts, screamed at me the other day till my tears flowed... i know i'm sensitive, but sometimes these people just gotta learn to think before they say things.
I miss so many many things... i miss the time that was spent in Genting with xxxxx and my friends... i miss going to the beach, crapping out with them, and even spending endless moments doing nothing...
Why do these feelings suffice suddenly? Why...
*I'm gonna love you till the end, i'm gonna be, your very true friend... I'm gonna share your ups and downs, i'm gonna be around...*
Today i sent an e-mail to someone who use to be very special in my life, i don't know why i did, but it was a really long note...a story rather... a love story of 3 years that had gone wrong... it jus made me feel so sad.
I'm happy with what i am and what i have today, but somethings will never be the same no matter how hard you try to replicate it, it's jus different.
I'm struggling to get out of this stage that i'm in cuz it's really draining me, falling sick is no joke.
I miss my friends, the time we use to spend in and out of sch... haven been seeing much of them lately, but i hope the friendship still holds... I wanna carry on playing rugby, but where's the time? I get so tired at the end of the day, i jus look forward to a good rest and that my alarm clock would never ring...
I've got a temperamental boss who's driving me nuts, screamed at me the other day till my tears flowed... i know i'm sensitive, but sometimes these people just gotta learn to think before they say things.
I miss so many many things... i miss the time that was spent in Genting with xxxxx and my friends... i miss going to the beach, crapping out with them, and even spending endless moments doing nothing...
Why do these feelings suffice suddenly? Why...
*I'm gonna love you till the end, i'm gonna be, your very true friend... I'm gonna share your ups and downs, i'm gonna be around...*
posted by <$sunshine$> at 10:54 AM
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