A light has shone...

I see the light in my life now, and no, it's not that i haven't seen it before. I probably chose to ignore it cuz reality so often hurts.

I've fallen, but i've picked myself up. I've shed the tears i needed to, and now life is moving on. Heartaches, headaches, all a part of the growing process. I'm learning from the broken pieces of my life and it's a chapter written and filed.

You know how strange it is when you suddenly realise how fast time flies and how everyone and eveything changes... It's scary... i don't wanna grow up!

Been seeing myself on the water for quite a bit and i'm beginning to see the importance of my riding sessions. It's a focus on every trick, every jump. It's a commitment to ensure that you throw the trick right, otherwise, the fall is often painful and it leaves you aching like forever. Well, isn't life like this too... It's true, very true.

Was down and out, under the weather since yesterday. Went to the doc and got a jab, yikes, i hate needles!

Life has it's own way of unfolding it's package for you. Just wait, it'll come.

Rain rain go away...

The day started of at work. Boring. But i got to see my princess so it was worth the hours. Finished at about 3pm with the rain still splashing. Ruins lotsa plans, but yet makes new plans... heh.

I wish the rain would just stop. Stop, so maybe the sun would shine again and everything wouldn't be so gloomy...

Hmmm... chill, i guess. heh.

Regrets...

I wish that night didn't happen.

I wish i didn't say hi.

I wish i didn't start crying.

I wish i had just said goodbye.

Now because of "him", i almost lost my closet friend.
I'm sorry princess, i know you truely cared.
My life is moving on. And i promise you that.

Clouds... in excess.

My world is becoming colourless and i don't know why... perhaps i do, but i'm just too afraid to face it now. How will life be if i were colour-blind? Have you ever wondered? Well, go ask your doggie (if u have one)... he'll know.

My heart aches, but i don't know why.
My eyes well up so very often, but i don't know why.
My days are moody, but i don't know why.
I don't know how to love no more, and i don't know why.

I find no explaination for the happenings in my life nowadays... at least not for now. I just feel lost. alone. dumped.

Life is a canvas and we choose what we wanna paint on it. So now i'm finally learning. Simplicity can sometimes make a person real happy. Ask doggie, he'll know....