sMaCk...

Yes, smack.... right on the floor. I'm like how dead and how tired la...

Worked with new gal Kat today, she's pleasant looking, a little soft-spoken...which leaves me to do all the talking. Pff.

Gonna meet mah bestie at our usual place tonight for our chill out session... gosh, think i'm gonna be gone tonight!

Currently in the office awaiting my chauffer to pick me up so i can go fill my tummy... heh. He better get here soon!

I need a new job. A new lease of life perhaps.

*Faints*... soon.

Complicated.

Life's getting complicated. I am complicated. Nobody understands.

Sometimes it just gets so tiring trying to please everyone. Why do i have to explain every situation that i am in? I'm answerable to myself for the things that happen in my life and i think i'm old enough to know what i'm doing.

Sometimes life gets hazy, and that's where i'm ever so thankful for my bestie who understand even when i don't say anything. Mah sweets, whom i know will always be there. Thank you.

I need space, a lil' time by myself. I don't need to be constricted and i definitely need no pap talk right now.

Work's getting to me. I'm tired. I'm drained. I'm unhappy and i don't know why.

Sigh. sigh. sigh.

Heartbreaks are inevitable in life, yet some choose to make the worse of it. I know it's easier said than done, but common, life goes on and many have proven it. Like what many would say, love cannot be forced.

Ya know the kind of feeling when you start to lose interest in someone whom you use to love so much. Well, face it. it happens. *smacks meself on me face* wake up.

Gosh, i feel terrible.

Ouch!

Oh, did i forget to mention that i sprained my poor toe. Gosh it's bruised and it hurts! arrggh. Guess how it happened? I kicked a curb in my excitment to see my princess. Horrid. Ouch!

What my life is made of... now.

The morning saw me dropping mum off so i could use the car today. An uneventful turn of events left me beggin her to use the car so i could run around to places without burning a hole in my pocket.

I'm tired, from getting up early, from going to bed late... early morning that's what i see it as.

I'm done with my individual paper and i'm heading down to jamal's soon. Gonna carry on with a day of project work before our final presentation today.

Oh, did i mention i gave my hair a new lease of life with a new colour? heh. Just had to get it done. Life's just too dead these days.

The group's thinking of getting wasted tonight, drinks on the house? Post celebration for our proj well done. Thing is ya see, i've got work tmr. Boring. And it's with that someone that doesn't excite me much. pff.

Zooming off now. Zombie state.

ciao ciao.