Life's ever-changing...
I'm so tired of what's happening now. Work, school, the break-up. pff. gee, leave me alone.
If you ever go read up on my horoscope, you'd probably realise that what is described about me is true to a certain degree. I'll never be satisfied with what or who i have and i'll always be thinking that there'll be someone better for me and just keep searching. Seb's nice, too nice. Too much for me to comprehend rite now. I need space, time alone.
On the otherhand, Jase has appeared and put me in doubts again. I swear i will not let the past catch up on me, ever. He's nice, young, but not too young, playful but family oriented. Gosh, what is happening?? And i realise how small this world really is... his sista actually knows sufiya! Faints faints faints. I wish i was in heaven now. Maybe hell wouldn't be bad either. I just need to go some place else.
Princess suggested that we should go on our princess-steward trip again and i'm really so totally excited about it! I just miss her. She's been caught up with work, school, life... pretty much the same shit as me i guess. Just hope she gets some rest... gosh, my superwoman merlai.
Last night was to zouk. Went drinking at The Cube before heading to zouk. Sometimes, it's not so bad being in a club alone. You hear what you hear and see what you see, alone. pretty cool i must say. Now, surprise surprise, seb and jase were both at zouk! i really don't need this senerio now... thankfully seb was with his friends and didn't give a damn about me being there. For a point in my life, i felt like i didn't owe anybody anything. I could just be myself, because once again, it was a beautiful story with a not so happy ending. Tears flowed again, but i didn't know why, it jus did... so unstoppingly... Please let time stand still, i need to run away...
~something in the way you look at me~
If you ever go read up on my horoscope, you'd probably realise that what is described about me is true to a certain degree. I'll never be satisfied with what or who i have and i'll always be thinking that there'll be someone better for me and just keep searching. Seb's nice, too nice. Too much for me to comprehend rite now. I need space, time alone.
On the otherhand, Jase has appeared and put me in doubts again. I swear i will not let the past catch up on me, ever. He's nice, young, but not too young, playful but family oriented. Gosh, what is happening?? And i realise how small this world really is... his sista actually knows sufiya! Faints faints faints. I wish i was in heaven now. Maybe hell wouldn't be bad either. I just need to go some place else.
Princess suggested that we should go on our princess-steward trip again and i'm really so totally excited about it! I just miss her. She's been caught up with work, school, life... pretty much the same shit as me i guess. Just hope she gets some rest... gosh, my superwoman merlai.
Last night was to zouk. Went drinking at The Cube before heading to zouk. Sometimes, it's not so bad being in a club alone. You hear what you hear and see what you see, alone. pretty cool i must say. Now, surprise surprise, seb and jase were both at zouk! i really don't need this senerio now... thankfully seb was with his friends and didn't give a damn about me being there. For a point in my life, i felt like i didn't owe anybody anything. I could just be myself, because once again, it was a beautiful story with a not so happy ending. Tears flowed again, but i didn't know why, it jus did... so unstoppingly... Please let time stand still, i need to run away...
~something in the way you look at me~
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