Why do i feel this way...

Long day it has been... worked at Redbull since morning. Took a cab to work cuz couldn't get up... and like why? Friday night saw me clubbing at Newsroom bar with mah colleagues, my supervisor, and summer! Bunch of uncles... drink drink drink... left me and summer on the dance floor only! So... we decided to proceed down to CB... And so the fun continued till bout 4plus... someone booked out, suppose to come fetch me but ended up scolding me cuz he was over exhausted... rubbish. Got to know Jeremy, nice guy. Mer's fren's fren sent us home thereafter. Time to sleep: 530am.

Got up this morning feeling like a zombie, but fortunately i was ok for work. Sampled at Sentosa today... Golfers are tickos!

Drove back to give Alaina the car, Mr. S picked me up and we went down to East Coast for pasta. Dinner was good. He had to rush back to camp and so ya, it's gonna be awhile till i see him again.

Everyone's packed with something tonight, so here i am with my blog and i... typing the night away. Everytime i think of Colin, my heart feels the pierce. I forgave, why couldn't he.

I think of him, but in a different light... things have changed... i must move on...

*Sometimes i just feel like running away...from the reality that we live in*